suddenly feel like something huge is missing from my life…
I’ve spent today being content, and happily painting away, chatting to the fam, had a lovely dinner.
Came to bed to chill, watch some tv and get that painting online and suddenly feel…..like I’m missing something.
But I don’t know what it is.
I feel lonely…but I don’t particularly want any company?
It’s hard to explain it.
It’s like I’ve misplaced something…like I’ve lost/misplaced a part of my life that I need to make me happy?
I dunno, I’m rambling. Just feeling really….shite?